I can feel myself enshrouding in isolation..
Its a curious temptation.
The desire to be alone
when all I crave
is to connect.
Birthdays are of only
one use to me:
to previous incarnations
this time and energy will place me.
Its always the hardest for my partners
When they want to get inside
And I let them pretend
By creating an outer layer of myself
That protects the most vulnerable parts of me from
Being seen. I cannot handle being seen,
as much as I desire.
I’m not sure there are many of us that can.